Its raining again just like in 1st semester, when  I look back many
thing has changed. As It was my first semester I had different
priorities, like scoring good marks , make myself more  dynamic to get
placement. I remember  the importance of getting job, how much worried
I was. Every thought had one ending point "I m here to get a job" .
Now when I have my job,  still I need project and I m thinking about
my nature of work in ma company.
This is one part, in other side of my heart one thought  which I
always carried and still I have is "where this quest ends". An
uneasiness which never goes ,  nothing has replaced it so far. No
theory, no philosophy, nothing  satisfies me. I m seeking self
realization, the truth.
My mind is fluctuating like anything, sometimes I need nothing, no
relation, nothing pleases me I want do nothing, and sometimes I need
every thing , I start thinking about family, my responsibility , to
prove myself.
I don't what I want, what I need?
Seene me jalan, ankho me tufan sa koun hai, is saher  me har saqs
paresan sa koun  hai…
when I see other boys , I see them very busy , I see them preoccupied,
 they r running behind something .
The people lives his/her life not the way he likes but the way their
neighbor wants.
People live with rage, jealous. They r not real , they r not calm.
No one is living in present, either they live in past or busy in there future.
Whole life has become business. That why gujrat is most developed,
banioun ki duniya hia na.

Budha says:- Life is full of sorrow and sorrow comes from desire.
Fortune leads to misfortune. Oh  God!  take all my Desires and make me
happy.
If we could live our life of being grateful to our lord we would be happy.
No matter what!  Say "I m grateful to u and ma Lord"